其实，我已经打算在毕业后，去找另外一份工来做。去应征了宽中的职位不成功。我曾经告诉我外婆说，我想到新加坡做工。从那交谈的语气中觉得外婆希望我留下来帮她。考虑了一段时间，还是留了下来。
其实，留下来，就是因为不忍心看到他们太忙。就算我去做，人手还是不够，尤其是星期天，如果少了我，不是更加忙吗？况且我外婆对我真的很好，我总觉得有所亏欠。
我不太喜欢在那里工作，尤其是和自家人，讨厌那个感觉。也许应该不是自家人的关系。也不懂说是保守，还是老旧。我收碗、捧面、搬碗去后面、收钱、order都要做，在那源源不绝的客流量，前面的烫粉次序又混乱，错误百出，害我一直拿错，还要被骂。他们做事也是很情绪化。
我在那里做工已经7年了，我的脾气也变得比以前暴躁了许多，上星期天，我外婆的店有一个40多岁的工人，他给了我错误的指示，结果还骂我。我很生气，就马上还口，什么没用脑、白痴都骂出来了，大声道周围的人都听到了，一直骂到他无法还口为止，因为他一还口，我就骂回他。至少，比以前好多了，因为我以前还比中指、骂粗话给他。今天也是这样，因为米粉排错了，结果害我拿错。因为他跟那个客人说我白痴，所以我在妈面前指着他来骂，他也没还口。
我曾经告诉我妈，那些旧有的制度、方式应该改了，我反而被骂。我觉得做的快倒不如做得有效率，快而错误百出反而拖延进度。
我也不知道我能忍多久，我觉得真的很累了，真的想放个假，可是想到忙碌的家人有不忍心，真的很矛盾。我自己也有不对的地方，就是情绪化，我真的在控制住自己的脾气了，可是我的情绪波动还是受他们影响
Sunday, January 20, 2008
无奈
昨天，谢谢你们，康、南辉，帮了我很大的忙（事情的经过不得透露）。有时候，我也觉得不好意思，让你们听我的一大堆烦恼，苦了你们的耳朵。
我还记得怡佳以前问我的一个问题，“你到底有什么才华可以去吸引、追一个女生？”我顿时哑口无言，只是随便说了一句我飚车很快。“那只是骗小妹妹用的”，她是这么答到。讲真的，我是比较欣赏快人快语的人，但是也讨厌讲话太过伤人的人，说起来也是觉得好笑，我朋友说她的表情好像别人欠她几百万这样，哈哈...
不过，我也是觉得有点道理，但是它也让我到现在还是觉得困扰。想细点，的确，我没什么才华，不会游泳、不会音乐、不会说那种天花乱坠的话、样子也不是很好看、课业方面也只是普普通通，也不是有钱人一个非常普通的人。这也许是我到现在没有交过女友的原因吧！
我以前的班也是这样，有女朋友的，多数都是帅哥、课业好的、会音乐的、口才好的人，要不然是有钱的。我朋友和我都听过同样的一句老话，我们还是做朋友比较好，真的是老话一句，要不然是“你会找到比我更好的女孩”这句也不懂是从那个N年前的偶像剧抄出来的，已经被人用到要烂掉了，到现在还有人在用，也不懂觉得好气还是好笑。只是觉得有点无奈，我的朋友有些真的人很好的，都被拒绝了，给都没有给我朋友机会。有时候也要认清社会的现实，自己有什么底，自己要认清。从以前到现在，我的结论是就算努力，也未必会成功。
我的情况好多了，我的另外一个朋友更惨，因为以前我的朋友被谣传喜欢黄诗琳，结果怡佳当众人的面说“我的朋友不会喜欢你的”，呵呵...我的朋友有个秘密是他们不知道的，但是就因为这个秘密，我朋友肯定是不会喜欢她的。
的确，我是没有才华的人，说话方式也比较粗鲁。我也老实的说，前年的事过后，我已经失去了动力，也间接导致我去年上半年成绩很差的原因，在学校里，我只是一直在找东西发泄。现在虽然是没有那种悲伤的感觉了，但是感觉还是懒懒的，不像前年有那种冲劲。我知道她是一个很好的人，我也真的真的不想错过像她这样的人，可是想想，我到底有什么资格追她？
其实，还是有另外两个原因，令我很犹豫，一个是时机还未到，另一个是答案，我想知道的答案。以前苦恼的问题，我应该给我女朋友什么？如果答案真的是如我想的是快乐的话，那快乐的源头又是什么呢？那三个字我一定会说，只是时机未到而已。其实我也很想跟南辉他们说对不起，因为我经常转牛角尖......
我还记得怡佳以前问我的一个问题，“你到底有什么才华可以去吸引、追一个女生？”我顿时哑口无言，只是随便说了一句我飚车很快。“那只是骗小妹妹用的”，她是这么答到。讲真的，我是比较欣赏快人快语的人，但是也讨厌讲话太过伤人的人，说起来也是觉得好笑，我朋友说她的表情好像别人欠她几百万这样，哈哈...
不过，我也是觉得有点道理，但是它也让我到现在还是觉得困扰。想细点，的确，我没什么才华，不会游泳、不会音乐、不会说那种天花乱坠的话、样子也不是很好看、课业方面也只是普普通通，也不是有钱人一个非常普通的人。这也许是我到现在没有交过女友的原因吧！
我以前的班也是这样，有女朋友的，多数都是帅哥、课业好的、会音乐的、口才好的人，要不然是有钱的。我朋友和我都听过同样的一句老话，我们还是做朋友比较好，真的是老话一句，要不然是“你会找到比我更好的女孩”这句也不懂是从那个N年前的偶像剧抄出来的，已经被人用到要烂掉了，到现在还有人在用，也不懂觉得好气还是好笑。只是觉得有点无奈，我的朋友有些真的人很好的，都被拒绝了，给都没有给我朋友机会。有时候也要认清社会的现实，自己有什么底，自己要认清。从以前到现在，我的结论是就算努力，也未必会成功。
我的情况好多了，我的另外一个朋友更惨，因为以前我的朋友被谣传喜欢黄诗琳，结果怡佳当众人的面说“我的朋友不会喜欢你的”，呵呵...我的朋友有个秘密是他们不知道的，但是就因为这个秘密，我朋友肯定是不会喜欢她的。
的确，我是没有才华的人，说话方式也比较粗鲁。我也老实的说，前年的事过后，我已经失去了动力，也间接导致我去年上半年成绩很差的原因，在学校里，我只是一直在找东西发泄。现在虽然是没有那种悲伤的感觉了，但是感觉还是懒懒的，不像前年有那种冲劲。我知道她是一个很好的人，我也真的真的不想错过像她这样的人，可是想想，我到底有什么资格追她？
其实，还是有另外两个原因，令我很犹豫，一个是时机还未到，另一个是答案，我想知道的答案。以前苦恼的问题，我应该给我女朋友什么？如果答案真的是如我想的是快乐的话，那快乐的源头又是什么呢？那三个字我一定会说，只是时机未到而已。其实我也很想跟南辉他们说对不起，因为我经常转牛角尖......
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
STAY ALERT!!!!
前几天收到了一封电邮：
Date: Fri, 11 Jan 2008 21:54:46 +1100 (EST)
Subject：Success Alert: Confirm Your Winnings!!
From: "©2008 Online Winners"
The Irish Lottery
P O Box 1010
11 G Lower Dorset Street,
Dublin 1, Ireland
(Customer Services)
Dear Winner
This is to inform you that you have been selected fora cash prize of
£450,000(GBP) in cash credited to file KTU/9023118308/03. held on the
10th January. 2008 in Uk.The selection process was carried out through
random selection in our computerized email selection system(ess) from
a database of over 25,000 email addresses drawn from which you were
selected.
The Irish National Lottery is approved by the Uk Gaming Board. In other
to claim your won Amount (Four Hundred and fifty thousand pounds
sterling).prize from the lottery board you are required to contact our
Claims Agent here in the UK with the details below:
Name Of Claims Agent Office: MR. ADAMS CLAY
Email address : customercarewincentre@hotmail.com
PAYMENT PROCESSING FORM
1.FULL NAMES:
2.ADDRESS:
3.SEX:
4.AGE:
5.MARITAL STATUS
6.OCCUPATION:
7.E-MAIL ADDRESS:
8.TELEPHONE NUMBER:
9.BRIEF DESCRIPTION OF COMPANY/INDIVIDUAL
10.AMOUNT WON:
11. COUNTRY
Yours faithfully,
SIR. JAMES PARKMAN
Phone :+447045719001
Fax :+447075707738.
Online coordinator for THE IRISH LOTTERY
Sweepstakes International Program.
当时我还以为真的中奖了，因为原因如下：
1.这封电邮没有被邮箱的过滤网拦下
2.在爱尔兰真的有Irish Lottery这家赌博公司
3.+44是英国的国际编号
所以我就将以上资料填上
第二天就受到第二封电邮：
PAYMENT OF IRISH LOTTERY CLAIMS
Customer Support Unit - CSU.
P O Box 1010 11 G
Lower Dorset Street,
Dublin 1, Ireland,
(Customer Services).
11/01/2008.
Attn: LEE CHUN HOW,
I am in receipt of your mail and I must say that you should count yourself extremely lucky to have emerged as one of our winners in this year lucky dip sweepstakes.We hereby inform you that we have processed your payment and your cheque is ready for disbursement, along with:
1.Your winnings international certified bank cheque of the sum of £750,000(GBP),pounds sterling.
2.The original copy of your approved winning certificate.
3.The original copy of your endorsed winning clearance certificate.
4.The original copy of the Money Laundering protection and Letter of Affidavit for Claims from the British government stating that the money was obtained legally through the Irish National Lottery online promotions.
5.The original copy of Clear Source of funds from the British Government (COF).
Your winnings is not in cash form but in Bank Cheque, this advice complies with the Anti-Fraud section 2, sub section (IV) of the procedural manual of the funds disbursement agreement existing between courier companies and the British Government.
We have then forwarded your winning cheque to the ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND , that will handle the transfer. It will be transfered to you the winner . You are to proceed immediately and contact the bank to receive your won amount.
The process for claiming your win has been made very simple so that by the end of one week at most, you are assured of having received your cash prize of 450,000Pounds. However, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND PLC, are responsible for sending you your Certified Cheque and the original copies of the documents which will require your signature.
When the documents are sent to you, you would sign them and return them to the Bank, you must have received you price by then, from there the documents would be forwarded to our Lottery headquarters. Please oblige to follow the ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND instructions so the document can get to your present address on time.
You are to contact the ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND for the Payment Parastatal with the following information below:
******************************************************************************************************************************************************* TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND
Tel:+44 70457 13659
:+44 701113 0515
Fax:+447075700354
COMPANY OFFICE EMAIL: royalbkscotlandgroupplc@live.com
****************************************************************************************************************************
You are required to give The ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND your Name, telephone number, Amount Won and address in case they need to contact you regarding the transfer. This information will not be kept by TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND or used by any other third party.
Note: you are to provide the TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND with the underlisted information's to enable them commence transfers.:
Full Name:
Home Address :
City/State:
Country:
Amount Won:
Other Details Of Transfer:
Telephone Number:
I will require a concise update on proceedings with the TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND,as soon as you are in contact with them. If you need any assistance whatsoever, please do not hesitate to let me know.
Once again I say congratulations.
MR. ADAMS CLAY,
Fiduciary Agent,
Customer Support Unit - CSU.
SIR. JAMES PARKMAN
Phone :+447045719001
Fax :+447075707738.
Online coordinator
之后也没觉得有什么可疑，因为
1.The Royal Bank of Scotland是当地有名的银行
2.他引用的法律条款是真的
之后又填上资料...
之后的电邮：
Transfer Department
Royal Private Bank
Mr.Harry Spooner.
ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND.
Operations Department
London Drummonds
49 Charing Cross
GB - Admiralty Arch SW1A 2DX.
Phone:+44 70457 13659
Fax:+447075700354.
Fund Release.
Attention:Lee Chun How ,
You are welcome to Royal Bank of Scotland Plc an affiliate of the Irish National Lottery.We are pleased to be at your service.Royal Bank of Scotland is Regulated and Stipulated by the Finacial Service Authority(FSA).,the financial institutions that Govern all Finacial activities in the United Kingdom.
Compliment of the day to you as we welcome you to the Lottery Winners Funds Transfer Unit of the Irish National Lottery here in the Royal Bank of Scotland Plc, United Kingdom .This is to officially inform you that we have also received your approved winning file in this office and have seen your registered full winning informations that show you as one of the legally approved winners of the Irish National Lottery Online Promotions that has been cleared for payment.Your winnings payment and all the legal documents backing your winnings have been processed and has been finally approved for release to you.
Your winnings and all the legal backing documents that have been approved include the following among others;
1.Your winnings international certified bank cheque of the sum of £450,000(GBP),pounds sterling.
2.The original copy of your approved winning certificate.
3.The original copy of your endorsed winning clearance certificate.
4.The original copy of the Money Laundering protection and Letter of Affidavit for Claims from the British government stating that the money was obtained legally through the Irish National Lottery online promotions.
5.The original copy of Clear Source of funds from the British Government (COF).
In line with the transfer of your winnings to you, according to the Irish National Lottery Terms and Conditions for winnings claims, you are now required to follow the transfer associated conditions which are listed below which means the way you will want to receive your winnings that is in our custody.
BELOW ARE THE TWO OPTIONS WITH THEIR ASSOCIATED CONDITIONS
Account Opening and On-line Swift Transfer Option:
In this option you will be given the proper guidelines on how you will directly and personally transfer your winning funds in liquid cash into any bank account you nominate through the Continental Bank Of London e-banking services.
But for this to be done, first your winning cheque in our custody have to be converted into liquid cash in the UK Cheque Clearing house because we (ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND) are allowed by the UK banking laws and policies to proceed with the swift transfer process of the winnings to you while the funds is still in cheque form.
And due to the fact that your winning cheque was issued in your name by the Irish National Lottery, which makes it legally impossible for any ordinary third party or entity to cash your cheque on your behalf in the UK Cheque Clearing house, you will then have to open and activate an account with this bank with an opening balance/initial deposit of £560 pounds sterlings before we can officially and legally possess the legal right as your bank to cash your winning cheque on your behalf in the UK cheque clearing house(UKCCH).
This is in regulation to the UK Banking laws and polices laid down by the Bank of England and the FSA(Financial Services Authority) which clearly states that for any UK registered bank to have the legal right to cash a certified bank cheque on behalf of the bearer(owner of cheque or payee), the owner of the cheque must have an activated account with the bank that will present the cheque for liquidation in the UK cheque clearing house(UKCCH).
Alternative Option (2) "Courier Check Transfer Option":
In this option, your certified winning cheque along with the legal documents backing your winnings will be delivered to your address that you will provide within 72 hours, we will have to use international licensed DHL Courier Company to deliver your winnings parcel to your address. Note that in this option, your winning parcel can not be delivered to P.O.Box addresses or street corners but to your residence because the DHL delivery officers in charge of the delivery must have to sight your personal valid identification and other required documentations to confirm your legal identity before they will hand over your winning package to you in person.
Below are the mandatory charges associated with the Courier Check Transfer Option via DHL that you are required to pay if you prefer this Courier
Check Transfer Option.
Post Fee____________________30 Pounds sterling
Vat________________________150 Pounds sterling
Insurance___________________310Pounds sterling
TOTAL_____________________ 490 Pounds sterling
Please do clearly note that your winnings has been insured to the full real value and is protected by a hard cover insurance policy which makes it impossible to deduct any amount from your winning funds before it has been remitted to you. This is in accordance with section 13(1)(n) of the national gambling act as adopted in 1993 and amended on 3RD July 1996 by the constitutional assembly. This law was put in place by the Lottery Governing board to protect winners from the misappropriation of their winnings funds before it is been remitted to them.
Understand that the charges you are being asked to pay now is for the courier or account activation charges of your account or winning cheque and other vital documents to be sent to you. If you prefer to come personally to the irish Lottery office to recieve your winnings, then you will not have to pay the courier or account activation charges, you are obligated to pay these charges. I hope you understand that the courier company has to be paid for their services as we do not work for free.
To avoid any delay in your funds transfer process due to the limited time stipulated by the Irish National Lottery for the claiming of winnings, all that is needed from you now is to clearly state your perfected options.
If you need any advice or have any question, complains or comments, do call our 24 hours customer care desk-top number (+44 701113 0515 ) and it will be our pleasure to address those issues for you.
We look forward to serving you better.
Treat with dispatch
Yours Faithfully
Transfer Department
Royal Private Bank
Mr.Harry Spooner.
Phone for an instant quote: London +44 701113 0515
Phone:+44 70457 13659
Fax:+447075700354.
ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND.
还是没觉得可疑，因为：
1.这封邮件也可以穿过过滤网
2.不可能会用快递来传送无聊的东西
3.他也不阻止我到Irish Lottery去领赏
之后就和他们进行交涉，他们同意我用本地户口进行转账（因为我的那个户口是在两个月前开的，里面只有二十块，风险较低），可是，他们还是要我缴钱给UK Clear House(560英镑，自己去换算）。我就开始怀疑，因为之前交涉时他说转账到本地户头是不需要交任何费用的。
我就马上找关于UK Clear House的资料，发现根本没有这个东西。然后，我在网上也查到以上的电话号码是在以前的垃圾电邮里出现过的。之后我再发一封电邮向Irish Lottery求证，证实了它是垃圾电邮。
Date: Tue, 15 Jan 2008 02:35:32 -0600
To: "Lee ChunHow"
From: "Irish Lotto"
Subject: Re: Fwd: Success Alert: Confirm Your Winnings!!
REF#:MAV/200/ILS-IR/000]
January 18, 2008
Dear LEE,
The e-mail you have received is a scam.
Please be informed that we are not connected with Irish Lottery Online
Sweepstakes International Program nor with MR. ADAMS CLAY and SIR.
JAMES
PARKMAN.
Please be warned that there are many lottery scams circulating by mail,
email and telephone around the world. Their purpose is to relieve you
of
your money in a fraudulent but in a very convincing way.
Recently, more than one scam operator has even copied the logo, address
and
materials of ILS to carry out their criminal activity under the cloak
of
respectability.
We advice that you become more vigilant in joining other lotteries
because
there are some deceptive offers wherein they inform you of big winnings
followed by a request to send "processing" fees to cover the cost of
sending
your "prize money" and which after, you will never hear from them. Bear
in
mind that if you have indeed won a prize in any lottery, you need not
send
any money just to claim it. You can never win any lottery you have
never
participated in the first place. We also do not carry out draws in
which
email addresses are randomly picked.
Our online gaming website is http://www.irishlotto.net. We have posted
actual
lottery scam samples in our website.
Another alternative website is
http://www.fraudwatchinternational.com/lottery/ where
actual samples are also posted for your reference.
We hope that this information is helpful. If there is anything else we
can
help you with, please do not hesitate to contact us.
Kind regards,
Ms. Mavic Scott
ILS Helpdesk
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>Dear Winner
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>This is to inform you that you have been selected fora cash prize of
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>10th January. 2008 in Uk.The selection process was carried out through
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>
>Name Of Claims Agent Office: MR. ADAMS CLAY
>Email address : customercarewincentre@hotmail.com
>
>PAYMENT PROCESSING FORM
> 1.FULL NAMES:
> 2.ADDRESS:
> 3.SEX:
> 4.AGE:
> 5.MARITAL STATUS
> 6.OCCUPATION:
> 7.E-MAIL ADDRESS:
> 8.TELEPHONE NUMBER:
> 9.BRIEF DESCRIPTION OF COMPANY/INDIVIDUAL
> 10.AMOUNT WON:
> 11. COUNTRY
>
>Yours faithfully,
>SIR. JAMES PARKMAN
>Phone :+447045719001
> Fax :+447075707738.
>Online coordinator for THE IRISH LOTTERY
>Sweepstakes International Program.
>
>
ILS Subscription Service
11 G Lower Dorset Street,
Dublin 1,
Ireland.
email: sales@irishsubscription.net
Web: http://www.irishsubscription.net
之后我反复检查后才发觉...
1.他们的电邮地址是@live.com和@hotmail.com，而不是自己开的域名，因为大公司不会去创建不同的邮箱
2.真的Irish Lottery邮址是sales@irishsubscription.net，而不是info@irish.net
3.我完全没有参加过Irish Lottery的活动
再在网上找寻发现到
1.就是因为用上@hotmail和@live才能穿过过滤网
2.那些电话号码确实是英国的，但是会转接到其它的国家
3.如果真的中奖的话，是不用支付任何的钱来领取奖金
总之，朋友们要小心点，因为贪字随时变成贫
Date: Fri, 11 Jan 2008 21:54:46 +1100 (EST)
Subject：Success Alert: Confirm Your Winnings!!
From: "©2008 Online Winners"
The Irish Lottery
P O Box 1010
11 G Lower Dorset Street,
Dublin 1, Ireland
(Customer Services)
Dear Winner
This is to inform you that you have been selected fora cash prize of
£450,000(GBP) in cash credited to file KTU/9023118308/03. held on the
10th January. 2008 in Uk.The selection process was carried out through
random selection in our computerized email selection system(ess) from
a database of over 25,000 email addresses drawn from which you were
selected.
The Irish National Lottery is approved by the Uk Gaming Board. In other
to claim your won Amount (Four Hundred and fifty thousand pounds
sterling).prize from the lottery board you are required to contact our
Claims Agent here in the UK with the details below:
Name Of Claims Agent Office: MR. ADAMS CLAY
Email address : customercarewincentre@hotmail.com
PAYMENT PROCESSING FORM
1.FULL NAMES:
2.ADDRESS:
3.SEX:
4.AGE:
5.MARITAL STATUS
6.OCCUPATION:
7.E-MAIL ADDRESS:
8.TELEPHONE NUMBER:
9.BRIEF DESCRIPTION OF COMPANY/INDIVIDUAL
10.AMOUNT WON:
11. COUNTRY
Yours faithfully,
SIR. JAMES PARKMAN
Phone :+447045719001
Fax :+447075707738.
Online coordinator for THE IRISH LOTTERY
Sweepstakes International Program.
当时我还以为真的中奖了，因为原因如下：
1.这封电邮没有被邮箱的过滤网拦下
2.在爱尔兰真的有Irish Lottery这家赌博公司
3.+44是英国的国际编号
所以我就将以上资料填上
第二天就受到第二封电邮：
PAYMENT OF IRISH LOTTERY CLAIMS
Customer Support Unit - CSU.
P O Box 1010 11 G
Lower Dorset Street,
Dublin 1, Ireland,
(Customer Services).
11/01/2008.
Attn: LEE CHUN HOW,
I am in receipt of your mail and I must say that you should count yourself extremely lucky to have emerged as one of our winners in this year lucky dip sweepstakes.We hereby inform you that we have processed your payment and your cheque is ready for disbursement, along with:
1.Your winnings international certified bank cheque of the sum of £750,000(GBP),pounds sterling.
2.The original copy of your approved winning certificate.
3.The original copy of your endorsed winning clearance certificate.
4.The original copy of the Money Laundering protection and Letter of Affidavit for Claims from the British government stating that the money was obtained legally through the Irish National Lottery online promotions.
5.The original copy of Clear Source of funds from the British Government (COF).
Your winnings is not in cash form but in Bank Cheque, this advice complies with the Anti-Fraud section 2, sub section (IV) of the procedural manual of the funds disbursement agreement existing between courier companies and the British Government.
We have then forwarded your winning cheque to the ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND , that will handle the transfer. It will be transfered to you the winner . You are to proceed immediately and contact the bank to receive your won amount.
The process for claiming your win has been made very simple so that by the end of one week at most, you are assured of having received your cash prize of 450,000Pounds. However, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND PLC, are responsible for sending you your Certified Cheque and the original copies of the documents which will require your signature.
When the documents are sent to you, you would sign them and return them to the Bank, you must have received you price by then, from there the documents would be forwarded to our Lottery headquarters. Please oblige to follow the ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND instructions so the document can get to your present address on time.
You are to contact the ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND for the Payment Parastatal with the following information below:
******************************************************************************************************************************************************* TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND
Tel:+44 70457 13659
:+44 701113 0515
Fax:+447075700354
COMPANY OFFICE EMAIL: royalbkscotlandgroupplc@live.com
****************************************************************************************************************************
You are required to give The ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND your Name, telephone number, Amount Won and address in case they need to contact you regarding the transfer. This information will not be kept by TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND or used by any other third party.
Note: you are to provide the TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND with the underlisted information's to enable them commence transfers.:
Full Name:
Home Address :
City/State:
Country:
Amount Won:
Other Details Of Transfer:
Telephone Number:
I will require a concise update on proceedings with the TRANSFER OFFICE, ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND,as soon as you are in contact with them. If you need any assistance whatsoever, please do not hesitate to let me know.
Once again I say congratulations.
MR. ADAMS CLAY,
Fiduciary Agent,
Customer Support Unit - CSU.
SIR. JAMES PARKMAN
Phone :+447045719001
Fax :+447075707738.
Online coordinator
之后也没觉得有什么可疑，因为
1.The Royal Bank of Scotland是当地有名的银行
2.他引用的法律条款是真的
之后又填上资料...
之后的电邮：
Transfer Department
Royal Private Bank
Mr.Harry Spooner.
ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND.
Operations Department
London Drummonds
49 Charing Cross
GB - Admiralty Arch SW1A 2DX.
Phone:+44 70457 13659
Fax:+447075700354.
Fund Release.
Attention:Lee Chun How ,
You are welcome to Royal Bank of Scotland Plc an affiliate of the Irish National Lottery.We are pleased to be at your service.Royal Bank of Scotland is Regulated and Stipulated by the Finacial Service Authority(FSA).,the financial institutions that Govern all Finacial activities in the United Kingdom.
Compliment of the day to you as we welcome you to the Lottery Winners Funds Transfer Unit of the Irish National Lottery here in the Royal Bank of Scotland Plc, United Kingdom .This is to officially inform you that we have also received your approved winning file in this office and have seen your registered full winning informations that show you as one of the legally approved winners of the Irish National Lottery Online Promotions that has been cleared for payment.Your winnings payment and all the legal documents backing your winnings have been processed and has been finally approved for release to you.
Your winnings and all the legal backing documents that have been approved include the following among others;
1.Your winnings international certified bank cheque of the sum of £450,000(GBP),pounds sterling.
2.The original copy of your approved winning certificate.
3.The original copy of your endorsed winning clearance certificate.
4.The original copy of the Money Laundering protection and Letter of Affidavit for Claims from the British government stating that the money was obtained legally through the Irish National Lottery online promotions.
5.The original copy of Clear Source of funds from the British Government (COF).
In line with the transfer of your winnings to you, according to the Irish National Lottery Terms and Conditions for winnings claims, you are now required to follow the transfer associated conditions which are listed below which means the way you will want to receive your winnings that is in our custody.
BELOW ARE THE TWO OPTIONS WITH THEIR ASSOCIATED CONDITIONS
Account Opening and On-line Swift Transfer Option:
In this option you will be given the proper guidelines on how you will directly and personally transfer your winning funds in liquid cash into any bank account you nominate through the Continental Bank Of London e-banking services.
But for this to be done, first your winning cheque in our custody have to be converted into liquid cash in the UK Cheque Clearing house because we (ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND) are allowed by the UK banking laws and policies to proceed with the swift transfer process of the winnings to you while the funds is still in cheque form.
And due to the fact that your winning cheque was issued in your name by the Irish National Lottery, which makes it legally impossible for any ordinary third party or entity to cash your cheque on your behalf in the UK Cheque Clearing house, you will then have to open and activate an account with this bank with an opening balance/initial deposit of £560 pounds sterlings before we can officially and legally possess the legal right as your bank to cash your winning cheque on your behalf in the UK cheque clearing house(UKCCH).
This is in regulation to the UK Banking laws and polices laid down by the Bank of England and the FSA(Financial Services Authority) which clearly states that for any UK registered bank to have the legal right to cash a certified bank cheque on behalf of the bearer(owner of cheque or payee), the owner of the cheque must have an activated account with the bank that will present the cheque for liquidation in the UK cheque clearing house(UKCCH).
Alternative Option (2) "Courier Check Transfer Option":
In this option, your certified winning cheque along with the legal documents backing your winnings will be delivered to your address that you will provide within 72 hours, we will have to use international licensed DHL Courier Company to deliver your winnings parcel to your address. Note that in this option, your winning parcel can not be delivered to P.O.Box addresses or street corners but to your residence because the DHL delivery officers in charge of the delivery must have to sight your personal valid identification and other required documentations to confirm your legal identity before they will hand over your winning package to you in person.
Below are the mandatory charges associated with the Courier Check Transfer Option via DHL that you are required to pay if you prefer this Courier
Check Transfer Option.
Post Fee____________________30 Pounds sterling
Vat________________________150 Pounds sterling
Insurance___________________310Pounds sterling
TOTAL_____________________ 490 Pounds sterling
Please do clearly note that your winnings has been insured to the full real value and is protected by a hard cover insurance policy which makes it impossible to deduct any amount from your winning funds before it has been remitted to you. This is in accordance with section 13(1)(n) of the national gambling act as adopted in 1993 and amended on 3RD July 1996 by the constitutional assembly. This law was put in place by the Lottery Governing board to protect winners from the misappropriation of their winnings funds before it is been remitted to them.
Understand that the charges you are being asked to pay now is for the courier or account activation charges of your account or winning cheque and other vital documents to be sent to you. If you prefer to come personally to the irish Lottery office to recieve your winnings, then you will not have to pay the courier or account activation charges, you are obligated to pay these charges. I hope you understand that the courier company has to be paid for their services as we do not work for free.
To avoid any delay in your funds transfer process due to the limited time stipulated by the Irish National Lottery for the claiming of winnings, all that is needed from you now is to clearly state your perfected options.
If you need any advice or have any question, complains or comments, do call our 24 hours customer care desk-top number (+44 701113 0515 ) and it will be our pleasure to address those issues for you.
We look forward to serving you better.
Treat with dispatch
Yours Faithfully
Transfer Department
Royal Private Bank
Mr.Harry Spooner.
Phone for an instant quote: London +44 701113 0515
Phone:+44 70457 13659
Fax:+447075700354.
ROYAL BANK OF SCOTLAND.
还是没觉得可疑，因为：
1.这封邮件也可以穿过过滤网
2.不可能会用快递来传送无聊的东西
3.他也不阻止我到Irish Lottery去领赏
之后就和他们进行交涉，他们同意我用本地户口进行转账（因为我的那个户口是在两个月前开的，里面只有二十块，风险较低），可是，他们还是要我缴钱给UK Clear House(560英镑，自己去换算）。我就开始怀疑，因为之前交涉时他说转账到本地户头是不需要交任何费用的。
我就马上找关于UK Clear House的资料，发现根本没有这个东西。然后，我在网上也查到以上的电话号码是在以前的垃圾电邮里出现过的。之后我再发一封电邮向Irish Lottery求证，证实了它是垃圾电邮。
Date: Tue, 15 Jan 2008 02:35:32 -0600
To: "Lee ChunHow"
From: "Irish Lotto"
Subject: Re: Fwd: Success Alert: Confirm Your Winnings!!
REF#:MAV/200/ILS-IR/000]
January 18, 2008
Dear LEE,
The e-mail you have received is a scam.
Please be informed that we are not connected with Irish Lottery Online
Sweepstakes International Program nor with MR. ADAMS CLAY and SIR.
JAMES
PARKMAN.
Please be warned that there are many lottery scams circulating by mail,
email and telephone around the world. Their purpose is to relieve you
of
your money in a fraudulent but in a very convincing way.
Recently, more than one scam operator has even copied the logo, address
and
materials of ILS to carry out their criminal activity under the cloak
of
respectability.
We advice that you become more vigilant in joining other lotteries
because
there are some deceptive offers wherein they inform you of big winnings
followed by a request to send "processing" fees to cover the cost of
sending
your "prize money" and which after, you will never hear from them. Bear
in
mind that if you have indeed won a prize in any lottery, you need not
send
any money just to claim it. You can never win any lottery you have
never
participated in the first place. We also do not carry out draws in
which
email addresses are randomly picked.
Our online gaming website is http://www.irishlotto.net. We have posted
actual
lottery scam samples in our website.
Another alternative website is
http://www.fraudwatchinternational.com/lottery/ where
actual samples are also posted for your reference.
We hope that this information is helpful. If there is anything else we
can
help you with, please do not hesitate to contact us.
Kind regards,
Ms. Mavic Scott
ILS Helpdesk
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>The Irish Lottery
>P O Box 1010
>11 G Lower Dorset Street,
>Dublin 1, Ireland
>(Customer Services)
>
>Dear Winner
>
>This is to inform you that you have been selected fora cash prize of
>£450,000(GBP) in cash credited to file KTU/9023118308/03. held on the
>10th January. 2008 in Uk.The selection process was carried out through
> random selection in our computerized email selection system(ess) from
> a database of over 25,000 email addresses drawn from which you were
> selected.
>
>The Irish National Lottery is approved by the Uk Gaming Board. In
other
>to claim your won Amount (Four Hundred and fifty thousand pounds
>sterling).prize from the lottery board you are required to contact our
> Claims Agent here in the UK with the details below:
>
>Name Of Claims Agent Office: MR. ADAMS CLAY
>Email address : customercarewincentre@hotmail.com
>
>PAYMENT PROCESSING FORM
> 1.FULL NAMES:
> 2.ADDRESS:
> 3.SEX:
> 4.AGE:
> 5.MARITAL STATUS
> 6.OCCUPATION:
> 7.E-MAIL ADDRESS:
> 8.TELEPHONE NUMBER:
> 9.BRIEF DESCRIPTION OF COMPANY/INDIVIDUAL
> 10.AMOUNT WON:
> 11. COUNTRY
>
>Yours faithfully,
>SIR. JAMES PARKMAN
>Phone :+447045719001
> Fax :+447075707738.
>Online coordinator for THE IRISH LOTTERY
>Sweepstakes International Program.
>
>
ILS Subscription Service
11 G Lower Dorset Street,
Dublin 1,
Ireland.
email: sales@irishsubscription.net
Web: http://www.irishsubscription.net
之后我反复检查后才发觉...
1.他们的电邮地址是@live.com和@hotmail.com，而不是自己开的域名，因为大公司不会去创建不同的邮箱
2.真的Irish Lottery邮址是sales@irishsubscription.net，而不是info@irish.net
3.我完全没有参加过Irish Lottery的活动
再在网上找寻发现到
1.就是因为用上@hotmail和@live才能穿过过滤网
2.那些电话号码确实是英国的，但是会转接到其它的国家
3.如果真的中奖的话，是不用支付任何的钱来领取奖金
总之，朋友们要小心点，因为贪字随时变成贫
Saturday, December 8, 2007
男生容易误会女生的N件事情
在网上看见的超有意思的帖子（原文：猫扑大杂烩）
如果她有如下表现：
1 殷勤回复你的每一条短信
2 有事情的时候总是第一个找你帮忙
3 对你的一举一动表现出极大的关注
4 喜欢像你展示她最真实的一面
5 最关键的是：看着你的时候总是含情脉脉
……
你一定觉得她是无可救药地爱上你了吧？
你误会了！这可能说明她一点也不喜欢你！
为什么呢？
原因如下：
1 假如她爱你，她应当犹犹豫豫地回复你的每一条短信。
假如她不假思索的迅速回复你，只能说明她其实并不在乎她的话语会给你留下怎样
的印象，她只是不想让你感觉出她的不耐烦。
2 假如她爱你，她应当在没有事情的时候来找你帮忙。
她会找一些无伤大雅的问题去缠着她所喜欢的人，这样既有了接近的借口，又不会
显得自己很无知。
当她真的面对困惑，她会先去征求她朋友的意见，而不愿意让让喜欢的人看出她的
无知与脆弱。
3 假如她爱你，她应当掩藏对你一举一动的关注。
当女孩产生了爱的情感，就会同时产生羞涩的情感，她会热切地关注你的言谈举
止、喜怒哀乐，同时又会羞于表达，总是欲言又止。
如果她不吝惜表达对你的关注之情，那就说明她并不爱你。
4 假如她爱你，她应当像你掩饰她的缺点。
男生可能更喜欢真实的女孩，可是女生却总是希望在心爱的男生面前表现出最完美
的一面。许多恋爱中的女孩都会作出可爱的举动，用小鸟依人来博得男孩的欢
心。
如果她表现出难能可贵的爽朗、热情，显得特别的真诚，毫不矫情，那就说明她对
你没意思。
5 最关键的是：总是含情脉脉地看着你。
她会经常含情脉脉地偷窥你。如果她没有偷偷注视你，只在应该看着你的时候才含
情脉脉，那就只能说明她有男朋友了，而那个男人不是你！打个比方：
没有生过孩子的女人多半讨厌小孩子，就像没有爱过的女生多半对男生凶神恶煞；
生过孩子的女人对别人家的孩子也会表现出极大的热情，就像有了bf的女生也会对
别的男生温柔一点；
可是妈妈们没事儿只会瞪着自家的孩子乐，谁会没事儿老看着人家的孩子呢？那个
只有在不得不看着你的时候才含情脉脉的女生么……
如果她有如下表现：
1 殷勤回复你的每一条短信
2 有事情的时候总是第一个找你帮忙
3 对你的一举一动表现出极大的关注
4 喜欢像你展示她最真实的一面
5 最关键的是：看着你的时候总是含情脉脉
……
你一定觉得她是无可救药地爱上你了吧？
你误会了！这可能说明她一点也不喜欢你！
为什么呢？
原因如下：
1 假如她爱你，她应当犹犹豫豫地回复你的每一条短信。
假如她不假思索的迅速回复你，只能说明她其实并不在乎她的话语会给你留下怎样
的印象，她只是不想让你感觉出她的不耐烦。
2 假如她爱你，她应当在没有事情的时候来找你帮忙。
她会找一些无伤大雅的问题去缠着她所喜欢的人，这样既有了接近的借口，又不会
显得自己很无知。
当她真的面对困惑，她会先去征求她朋友的意见，而不愿意让让喜欢的人看出她的
无知与脆弱。
3 假如她爱你，她应当掩藏对你一举一动的关注。
当女孩产生了爱的情感，就会同时产生羞涩的情感，她会热切地关注你的言谈举
止、喜怒哀乐，同时又会羞于表达，总是欲言又止。
如果她不吝惜表达对你的关注之情，那就说明她并不爱你。
4 假如她爱你，她应当像你掩饰她的缺点。
男生可能更喜欢真实的女孩，可是女生却总是希望在心爱的男生面前表现出最完美
的一面。许多恋爱中的女孩都会作出可爱的举动，用小鸟依人来博得男孩的欢
心。
如果她表现出难能可贵的爽朗、热情，显得特别的真诚，毫不矫情，那就说明她对
你没意思。
5 最关键的是：总是含情脉脉地看着你。
她会经常含情脉脉地偷窥你。如果她没有偷偷注视你，只在应该看着你的时候才含
情脉脉，那就只能说明她有男朋友了，而那个男人不是你！打个比方：
没有生过孩子的女人多半讨厌小孩子，就像没有爱过的女生多半对男生凶神恶煞；
生过孩子的女人对别人家的孩子也会表现出极大的热情，就像有了bf的女生也会对
别的男生温柔一点；
可是妈妈们没事儿只会瞪着自家的孩子乐，谁会没事儿老看着人家的孩子呢？那个
只有在不得不看着你的时候才含情脉脉的女生么……
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
考完试咯！
STPM终于在星期一时结束了。不过，考完试后的感觉，还是和以前一样，跟着以前的日常作息生活。回想起之前，蹲在家里三个星期没有出去，真的令人受不了。
STPM对我来说，是人力和时间的竞赛。在时限内，完成考题上的指示。尤其是PA，时间真是紧迫的令人乍舌，在三小时内，完成两个作文、两篇理解、一个曲线图和一个图表转换成文章，五个项目。我也是在最后一分钟才完成它，真是捏了一把冷汗。
其他科目呢，会做的有50％。虽然是说考完了，但是我还是时时刻刻担心自己会不及格，心里一直希望及格分配率可以拉低。我现在也只是希望可以平稳的度过这一关就好了。而我的未来，也只有等待成绩的降临了。如果万一真的不及格，我是不是应该重考？它已成为我心中的一个大问题。
但是我不后悔，在很多的决定上。在我考试的那段期间，我外婆的店异常忙碌，可是我的妈妈不告诉我，让我在家继续读书。当我知道了以后还是决定出去帮忙。我还是要感谢妈妈，给了我很多时间上的便利。我也花了很多时间去读，至少我没有像中五时的遗憾......唯一觉得可惜的是那因病退下战线的好朋友，也不知道要怎么帮他，在他面对重考与否的问题上
STPM对我来说，是人力和时间的竞赛。在时限内，完成考题上的指示。尤其是PA，时间真是紧迫的令人乍舌，在三小时内，完成两个作文、两篇理解、一个曲线图和一个图表转换成文章，五个项目。我也是在最后一分钟才完成它，真是捏了一把冷汗。
其他科目呢，会做的有50％。虽然是说考完了，但是我还是时时刻刻担心自己会不及格，心里一直希望及格分配率可以拉低。我现在也只是希望可以平稳的度过这一关就好了。而我的未来，也只有等待成绩的降临了。如果万一真的不及格，我是不是应该重考？它已成为我心中的一个大问题。
但是我不后悔，在很多的决定上。在我考试的那段期间，我外婆的店异常忙碌，可是我的妈妈不告诉我，让我在家继续读书。当我知道了以后还是决定出去帮忙。我还是要感谢妈妈，给了我很多时间上的便利。我也花了很多时间去读，至少我没有像中五时的遗憾......唯一觉得可惜的是那因病退下战线的好朋友，也不知道要怎么帮他，在他面对重考与否的问题上
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Israeli
在欧冠小组赛第4轮的比赛中，利物浦以8比0的比数战胜贝锡塔斯(Besiktas)。刷新了欧冠成立以来最悬殊的比分，也改写了由阿申纳和祖云杜斯所创下的7比0的比数。而这个比分在利物浦的历史中排在第四位。利物浦在球会历史中所创下的悬殊比分是在1974年9月17日的欧州优胜杯，利物浦以11比0战胜斯特隆格特赛特。这场比赛对献上３个进球２个助攻的以色列籍球员Benayoun有着重要的意义
1.第一个在欧冠进球的以色列人
2.他的第一个进球正好是利物浦欧洲各赛事的第500进球
他的高效率、帽子戏法和两次助攻为他拿下本场最佳球员。
Friday, November 2, 2007
The Last
不懂为什么，突然很想写．．．其实今天的心情挺复杂的．．．因为今天是我校园生活的最后一天。虽然说假期的那段时间还有到校，但是也是面临ＳＴＰＭ的时候了，所以那气氛和感觉也不会像平时那般，轻松、愉快了．．．
今天有很多事要做，排桌椅、祈福会、分发考试的ｓｌｉｐ，这些都是为了考试而做的准备。在祈福会上，法师告诉我们烂苹果，只要把它的烂的一部分切掉，还是会发现，还有将近80％是还能够吃的。这让我很吃惊，因为我常讲我自己是烂苹果．．．
其实，早在四天前，就有人开始写纪念册了。而我呢，只把那毕业刊最后四面ａｕｔｏｇｒａｐｈ的栏，留给了老师和那四、五个同学罢了，因为他们是我在学校里，唯一是最舍不得、也是最不想遗忘的人。对我来说，即使纪念册里有再多的联络号码，真正会去联络的，也只不过是那一、两个同学罢了。而那关系不好、不是很熟络的、甚至看不起你的还会联络我吗？我看是甭想。
其实我也问过老师（ｙｙ），每年这样目送学生的感想是什么？他告诉我，即使伤心也只能往肚里吞，不要以为老师是冷酷的，因为老师并非草木．．．也是吧！每年都要面对这种场面，想必老师会比我们更伤心吧！而明年也轮到苏老师退休了，我不知道明年还有机会为她庆祝吗？
学校的活动结束后，则轮到学会的庆功宴。做完财务报告、老师致词、到宴席，这一幕幕还烙在脑海里。时间过得也真是快，到了最后我还有一种落寞的感觉．．．在学校里所有活动期间，我收到了很多老师的祝福，再加上大师的烂苹果言论，它将成为我在ＳＴＰＭ里的推动力。
转眼间，我已经呆在那间学校快七年了，连ｙｙ老师都和我道别过两次了，而这次则是真正的道别。突然间，要我结束掉我已习惯的生活、面对的人，我真的真的觉得很不习惯。想到这里，胸口还有点郁闷的感觉。尤其是那个熟悉的背影，我明年还会再和她相遇吗？
今天有很多事要做，排桌椅、祈福会、分发考试的ｓｌｉｐ，这些都是为了考试而做的准备。在祈福会上，法师告诉我们烂苹果，只要把它的烂的一部分切掉，还是会发现，还有将近80％是还能够吃的。这让我很吃惊，因为我常讲我自己是烂苹果．．．
其实，早在四天前，就有人开始写纪念册了。而我呢，只把那毕业刊最后四面ａｕｔｏｇｒａｐｈ的栏，留给了老师和那四、五个同学罢了，因为他们是我在学校里，唯一是最舍不得、也是最不想遗忘的人。对我来说，即使纪念册里有再多的联络号码，真正会去联络的，也只不过是那一、两个同学罢了。而那关系不好、不是很熟络的、甚至看不起你的还会联络我吗？我看是甭想。
其实我也问过老师（ｙｙ），每年这样目送学生的感想是什么？他告诉我，即使伤心也只能往肚里吞，不要以为老师是冷酷的，因为老师并非草木．．．也是吧！每年都要面对这种场面，想必老师会比我们更伤心吧！而明年也轮到苏老师退休了，我不知道明年还有机会为她庆祝吗？
学校的活动结束后，则轮到学会的庆功宴。做完财务报告、老师致词、到宴席，这一幕幕还烙在脑海里。时间过得也真是快，到了最后我还有一种落寞的感觉．．．在学校里所有活动期间，我收到了很多老师的祝福，再加上大师的烂苹果言论，它将成为我在ＳＴＰＭ里的推动力。
转眼间，我已经呆在那间学校快七年了，连ｙｙ老师都和我道别过两次了，而这次则是真正的道别。突然间，要我结束掉我已习惯的生活、面对的人，我真的真的觉得很不习惯。想到这里，胸口还有点郁闷的感觉。尤其是那个熟悉的背影，我明年还会再和她相遇吗？
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